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| Tuesday, August 25, 2009 |
| injury prone |
is it just me
or am i prone to injury?
all i ever seem to be doing or getting these days is HURT
and i dont men just the physical injury
there all the other factors as well
emotional hurt
psychological hurt
but physical hurt is the worst..
many people say im CLUMSY
or i say it about myself
the amount of times ive injured myself is unbelievable
and trust me, i aint hurting myself on purpose..
dude. i aint emo!
why does everything always hurt...
heart
hand
ankle
head
typing
thinking
the list goes on...
am i that prone to injury
that not even one part of my body will be fine? |
posted by Marjorie @ 9:05 PM  |
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| Friday, August 21, 2009 |
| heart or hand? |
he hit me today
many more times than one...
today was the worst though
i blocked all hits that were supposedly aimed at my leg
with my hand....
after that was done... i walked away
and begin to cry...
i stare at my hand
i've never seen so much blood on my hand before...
he didnt just hit me with his normal hands..
he hit me sumthing...
perhaps it was a mixture of plastic and metal..
i try to go away..
he follows...
he asks me why i am crying...
and then he notices my hand
it has blood blood and blood...
he feels bad
or so i hope he does...
i go to the sink
and wash what i can
he goes gets first aid...
the pain, the pain, the pain...
Once washed, he treats it as if nothing happened...
but then he asks...
"What hurts more, the pain in your heart or the pain in your hand?"
i answer "i dont know"
he says "u need to harden ur heart...So the heart would be strong and you would be strong"
I look but at my hand
I hope its not broken..
it's my right hand u know...
i draw, write, type with this hand...
All i can see is a cut on my middle finger under my nail..
and i think another cut on the same finger but on the nail...
thats all that caused the blood?
it must have been hit real bad...
and so he asks again
"what hurts more?"
i repeat my answer "I dont know"
he tells me to squeeze his hand
to make sure my right hand is still working
i could squeeze everything....
only the one middle finger... it didnt squeeze too hard...
so as i contemplate as to what has occured
i cry, i cry, i cry
all i can remember is the pain and the blood
so if i think back more...
"What hurts more?"
it must be
the pain in the heart.... |
| posted by Marjorie @ 10:12 PM |
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| Thursday, August 20, 2009 |
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| posted by Marjorie @ 10:42 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 18, 2009 |
| i heart physics lessons |
SO.. there's this thing
going around in physics lesson
where the teachers teases us and we tease the teacher..
theres also this thing in physics where
emily says all this random stuff
and then aakriti writes it down
well i love physics
i dont love it for its content
but for the things ppl actually say in the lesson
today was pretty funny.
well today we were learning about the big band and the cosmic engine and all the people involved in that..
u know..
like
einstein
hubble
friedman
blah blah blah
well the teacher was like.. "All these physicists people are all old and good looking"
....."It must be a trend"
Here he is implying that yeah he is a physicist and therefore he is old and goodlooking
So all of us are sitting there in class trying to think.... of a good comeback..
But noone could think of one.. the best we could come up with was like "ur broke the trend sir"
And out of nowhere the girl next to me looks at all the photos of all the physicists screaming
"Why are they all bald?"
LOL... she didnt notice that the teacher had already implied that he is one of the physicists... but u see the rest of the class all cracking up...
cos note to teacher... UR LOSING HAIR... when some of us had him as our science teacher in yr 7 ... he had a hell load of hair back then then he does now...
so all i can say is nicee onee (Y)
I love physics and what people say in the lesson :)_ |
| posted by Marjorie @ 5:01 PM |
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| Monday, August 17, 2009 |
| Wishes.. |
I wrote you a letter last night...
I stayed up so long because i didnt know how to say the things that i wanted to say...
i'm not sure when i'll give it to you though...
i dont know if i can..
do i have enough courage to face you?
If only.. i could give u the letter..
If only things were just that simple...
maybe they are...
i just feels like it is alot harder.....
I have so many wishes..
SO many things i wish could come true...
I dont know why...or maybe i do
but most/practically all relate to yu...
I wish my parents weren't as strict..
i iwsh i was free.....
so many things to wish for..
i wish to relive past memories..
i wish , i wish... i wish...
to sum up all my wishes..
i think... i just wish for yu.. |
| posted by Marjorie @ 10:25 AM |
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| Monday, August 10, 2009 |
| and im missing you.. |
and im missing you.
tu me manques.
the truth is....
i hate it that yu are not trying anymore
but i need u...
and im missing yu.....
what can i do?
the truth hurts
that yu just gave up like tht
and yet u did
the truth hurts.. it always does. Most of the time anyway...
and this feeling inside
i just break down and cry
cause i'm missing you..
and its making me blue.
i wish my rents werent as strict
but they are
i wish i could see you and not be scared
but i just am
i wish that when i see yu, ur always there with me, not far away
but thats not gonna happen
i wish.. oh i wish...
i just wish...
for yu.. |
| posted by Marjorie @ 8:41 PM |
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| Still - Brian Mcknight |
Funny when you stop and think
times goes faster then you blink
nothings ever like it was
but girl we've got a special thing
all the happiness it brings
is more than enough
I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
your still the one [2x]
It's hard to breathe when were apart
your like sunshine in my heart
I keep you here inside
you've been everything to me
you've been and always will be
the apple of my eye
And I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I still mad about you
all i ever wanted was you
your still the one [2x]
If you love me
look into my eyes and say you do
I've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
baby all that we've been through
girl im still in love with you
and I want you to know I do, I do
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
your still the one [2x] |
| posted by Marjorie @ 7:34 PM |
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| Sunday, August 9, 2009 |
| kasalanan ko ba |
how i feel atm..
Ibang-iba ang nadarama
Ng puso ko sa iyo
'Di ko na kaya ang
Umiwas pa sa piling mo
Alam ko mayroon ng nagmamahal sa iyo
Bakit ngayon ka pa
Natagpuan sa buhay kong ito
CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga
Nagtitiis at nangangamba
Sa tuwing kasama mo siya
Hanggang kailan ko ba madadala
Ang pagdaramdam
CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga
BRIDGE:
Umaasa pa
Magising akong kapiling ka
At 'di na mawawalay pa
CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga... |
| posted by Marjorie @ 7:06 PM |
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| Thursday, August 6, 2009 |
| maths maths maths memories memories memories |
today today today,
i seemed to have said a lot of things in threes
maths comp = hard
only three periods today
missed first two cos of maths comp
and last period was maths anyway
so today was just filled with
maths maths maths
hmm todayy it seems i only ever seem to have one thing in my mind
i dont think i should have it in mind
but you always seem to pass through my mind one way or another
i remember the happy memories
i remember the conflict
and most of all i remember you, you, you
ur sound, ur feel, ur hug.
Some memories are worth to keep :)
And some memories i wish i will always remember. |
| posted by Marjorie @ 11:22 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 4, 2009 |
| a trainwreck of emotions |
well what to say...
I read your blog last night, and i dont know what to say about it, IF all those things u wrote were about me then i sure am touched... i really do love you, you know.. and i want to know if u do too.... and u have hurt me once so thats why i told u to wait.. Please Wait.. i want you too.. i dont want all to end like tht...
All in several txts it seemed pretty clear..
are u going to wait? .. I'm not sure...
Do u love me?... I really do hope so..
Is there hope?... I'm not sure..
I sure will be waiting.. at the end of the tunnel
like you so called it..
If by the end of the wait ur still not there..
Then i will find a new path down a different tunnel
If our paths clash once again..
i dont know what will really happen..
if only everything could be sorted
there isnt many ways to say 3 little words.. 143... I love you.
Meet me at the end of the tunnel... at the end of the waiting period
i'll only be there for that day and the day after...
I sure hope you will be there.....
i dont know what to do anymore
should i really make yu wait? |
| posted by Marjorie @ 5:38 PM |
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